stromy....

What is it with all this problems? Its exam period and i'm worried about her...She is hiding something from me, I can tell from her expression, reaction and her way of talking that something is bothering her...but she just don't want to tell me.. It bothers me to see that she is suffering in silence and I don't even know what is going on?!! Are u that insecure? Or am i not worthy enough to be ur listener? Do i have to resort to these nasty methods to force u to talk? Haiz... Does other people's opinion regarding our relationship so important? can't we run our own way? I don't know how many times more I can take. U need peace, u need to be more secure, u need happiness... u have to live your life the way u want it, happy or depressed? u have a choice...Its up to u to live ur life, if u need any help, I will be there for you....

Sick

Yesterday i enjoyed myself with my dear in the treasure hunt in college :) got so many pretty girls, the president of accounting club is pretty! :P haha! had a lot of fun and i also won the best male participate awards as well as 2nd place for team award :)
However, i had sore throat last night and went to giza for dinner as well as to get some sore throat sweet. However, during the night my sore throat became worse and i could not even sleep! This morning i got out of bed with severe headache and dizziness, so bad that i have to take panadol which i normally would not take. That drug allowed me one hour plus of sleep and i felt better later. My dear is so sweet that she came over and help me clean my place as well as bringing lunch for me :) But in the afternoon my headache recur and i had to go back to sleep. My darling settled her hostel issues as her new housemates move in and then she rushed over to accompany me, I know she is tired, such a big sacrifice for me. She got worried that my headache is still there and i can't sleep in the afternoon therefore she urge me to see a doctor. I called both my parents and they too think that i should consult a doctor. My dear went to ask help from a friend to sent me to clinic. The doctor was a nice malay man, who told me a lot of stories when he found out that i was a medical student and gave me advices on how to prevent headache caused by straining of the eyes due to excessive use of computers. I felt very grateful to my darling that she stand by me and take care of me when i am sick. Thank you my dear...I LOVE YOU :)

禁止對老公/男朋友做的事♥

禁止对老公说"切"



禁止对老公说"滚"



禁止对老公说"无所谓"



禁止对老公说"死去吧"



禁止对老公说"随便"



禁止对老公大吼大叫



禁止抛下老公一个人



禁止跟老公不喜欢的人在一起玩



禁止说脏话



禁止喝酒



禁止牵其他男生/女生的手



禁止跟别人打架



禁止跟其他男生/女生距离靠太近



禁止把老公当玩具去玩



禁止不听从老公的命令



禁止对老公说谎



总而言之......



只能一心一意愛老公



請深愛你的男朋友：



1

如果你的男朋友在你面前哭了

无论什么原因

请好好的安慰他开导他



2

如果你的男朋友指出了你的不是

请不要总是嫌他唠叨

若不是因为在乎他不会说你



3

如果你的男朋友和你赌气不理你

不要也学他

这正是考验你们的时候

"脸皮厚"的精神此时不发扬又更待何时



4

如果你的男朋友不听你的话

转身走了

一定要追上她

若真的还爱着

丢下他一个人你又如何放心呢



5

如果你的男朋友说"你走吧..我不想理你了"

千万不要相信

男人最是口是心非

其实那是他最需要你的时候



6

如果你的男朋友生气了

说心情不好不想吃饭

千万不要问他想干吗想吃什么

他一定说什么都不要

买好你记忆里他最爱吃的东西

但一定不要以自己也不吃来威胁他



7

如果你的男朋友对你们说狠话，

請保持三秒钟不说话

然后搂着他的腰

笑笑说："你讲话的声音真可爱！

Hmmm...

Today i went to serdang hospital as well as upm with my coursemate to do some pathological studies. I realised that it was kinda time wasting as we had to do a lot of waiting and get little fruitful results. I do admit we learned some new information but the time spent is not worthwhile..it also tires me out and increased my frustration. I guess most of the time i found that i keep on attaching myself to my dear, this made me think that do I have any other close friends? hmm...maybe i've been thinking too much. Me and her we talked about our opinion on things and i always try to correct her mentality and personality, Sometimes i start to think that a person like me don't deserve an angel like her.... I keep trying to change her instead of accepting who she is, high expectations perhaps? She rated me a 5/10 score for being her bf, just a borderline pass? I still have a lot to improve, she gave me a 6 later on and admits that she also has high expectations on me. Maybe she is right, both of us are trying to change to other, we are not mature enough to accept other's personality, i hope i can change this attitude of mine, but its easier said than done.
Well, there is a immunology test tmr and i am prepared to embrace death, LOL! I couldn't care less, its the end of block exam that is important, for the meantime, that will be my only aim!