To go or not to go?

These past few weeks, i had been living like a wastrel...no dreams, no goals, just games..games and more games. Well, some things are just not meant to be decided by me! especially the application to manipal which my confirmation was delayed time and time again. This is infuriating! Next week, which is 4th October, will be the orientation date for segi, to ensure that I am able to pursue medicine, i have to go there and secure a place for myself...just in case the application to manipal ended up in a failure. But the interview date for manipal will be decided next week! ahh...A CLASH!! damn..this means i have to go melaka and kl back and forth, such a hassle! Btw..i dun wanna leave JB so soon..I have unfinished task! I have not work before, I still have to watch the Christmas party in my church to be a success...and this will be the first, and maybe last time i can be involve in the Christmas task force, i dun wan to leave all these task undone... I can only pray to the Lord for he will decide what is best for me... nonetheless, i still have to say a temporary goodbye to my friends and family who is still in JB, i will miss u all :(