Church camp 2011 !!!!

2nd june 2011

Its thursday,at almost 3.30pm i completed my practical and rushed home to pack my stuff. I said goodbye to my girl and followed marcus and priya back. On their way back marcus dropped me on the kelana jaya lrt station and i made my way to KLCC and later on to terminal bersepadu selatan where i had to take a bus back to jb. The place here is freaking fantastic except for one important thing......THE INTERNET!! DAMN! I took the 7.30pm bus and i regretted my decision cuz i was freaking bored without internet == Nevertheless i had enough time to take my dinner before going on my trip home....
I arrived in my front gate around 11.30pm and my bro was there all alone in the house and was glad that i was back, haha! I shared with him the SAW movie which i had be so obsessed about and made him a bit addicted to the movie too! unfortunately it was a bit frightening to him! LOL! Only until 2am am i about to take a break from all the questions my bro is asking about the movie, zzz...

3rd june

I was supposed to be in class in the morning but here am i getting ready to board the bus along with my brother to kuala rompin in pahang where the church camp is being held. And apparently, i brought my SAW movies along with me in my laptop and made a few guys addicted to it as well! LOL! The were so into the SAW movies that we continued watching it even when we arrived at our destination. hehe... We settled ourselves in a room and all of us gathered in the main wall for introduction and ice breaking games :) After that we continued watching saw until the evening where we few fellas had a fun Frisbee game at the beach, haha! However, we played until too late and after bathing we were super late for dinner!!! NO MORE FOOD!! DAMN! I can only swallow kuey tiao for my dinner, sobs :( We had our very first session with DR herbert tan followed up by camp fire!!! wooohooo!! But saw was nicer than the camp fire cuz there was nothing much to eat :P It goes on till midnight and we had a well deserved rest although my whole body was aching after the tiring day...

4th june

Received a call at around 5.30am by my sista rachel to ajak us to watch the sunrise...I was half asleep and had to reject the invitation. I finally got up later on around 8am and rushed down for breakfast. Worship session occurs and the second session by DR herbert tan took place. Later on we broke up into three groups: adults, youth and children and learn more about love language, haha! All of us took a group photo before lunch and after lunch we had to prepare for Fun night later in the evening. Auntie shirley and elyssa was basically running the whole thing so i had no part to say....I just requested for a good role in the play and thats it..sheesh! 4pm: finally it beach soccer time!! haha! Its damn tiring to run in the hot sand which were burning my feet but it was very fun to play with the rest of the guys :) However we were interrupted by auntie shirley and was kinda forced to participate in some lame games, lol! I was so exhausted that i can hardly stand. The boring event lasted until 6.30pm and basically there is no time left to do anything else...I stand in my room to use my laptop while my brother insisted to go for a swim. I bathed first and went down for dinner. The youth from my group are kinda nervous about the fun night that will take place after dinner, I said that this was a gone game and we will definitely lose....I had a bad feeling about it. Eric and my brother boost my confidence by saying that we had a chance and do not overestimate the other team's performance. I gain confidence and my team was the first one to perform. We did kind of a good job by however was slightly overtime. I saw the other team's performance and i thought that we got it, we are gonna win it! When dr herbert tan revealed the results, i was stunned that we end up last! However this was not my idea anyway, so i dun feel that bad for losing it. Apparently The judges was focusing more on the theme than the entertainment, we were the group that has the most amount of cheers!! Ahhh! whats done is done, no use crying over split milk, this will teach those dominating fellas a lesson, i never agreed on their idea at the first place, LOL!
Following the fun night its BBQ time!!!! The girls and some guys starting to play night volleyball but me, zu guan and eric were kind hooked up with a conversation with titus, who attended jeremiah school before. We started of chatting about personality and psychology and then we move along more into the gospel and spiritual stuff. He gave a lot of good advise and cleared many of my doubt..but i feel really uneasy when the was sharing about his spiritual battle experience. End the of the day God will help us conquer our fears but all of us ended up being a bit scared when we returned to our respective rooms. My brother dun even dare going into the toilet alone! LOL! I was scared too but fatigued overcame me and i was sound asleep.

5th june

8am: Rise and shine! haha! Breakfast as usual and its time for the third and last session of Dr herbert tan. Its a bilingual service and i was half asleep when listening to the same thing twice. zzz.... Its the last day of camp!! Ahhh! I had too much fun here and was a bit reluctant to leave :( So all i could do was taking picture with my cool dude and some girls and posted them all on facebook :) I went back to bath, packed, had lunch and it was time to board the bus... we spend some time chatting,singing and watching some wrestling on the bus, having fun while we still can huh? :P
6.30pm: we arrived in JB wesley church and its time to go home! Goodbye guys! miss ya all! I ate dinner with mum and bro and then proceeded to try and complete my PBL assignments! AHHH! I totally forgot about it!

6th june

Finally its time to leave....I drove to senai airport with my mum beside me. Arrived in the aiport at 8am and its time for me to return to my usual classes.... sayonara JB! See ya next time! The AWESOME one signing off! :P

The AWESOME one

The AWESOME one greets the followers of his blog!! haha! After my return to Johor bahru on friday 22nd of april, I arrived home. It was 3 months since i was at home and i was feeling that my home looks a bit different, haha! Nevertheless its good friday and my mum and bro went to church. I had my dinner after bathing and god i miss home cooked food!! hahaha! I spend the rest of the night gaming with my brother who had just returned from church :)

On saturday I was invited by george and ishqi for a game of dota and movie however i was not able to make it for the movie thus i have to return home early for a family dinner :) Told my mum and dad lots of stuff that they missed out during my uni days.

Went to church on sunday to see how my friends in church welcome back The AWESOME one :P Well not a warm welcome but grace was kinda happy that i was back, thank you grace :) She looks tired out from studies and all, hope she will be fine soon.

Monday and tuesday is dota day! My good friend wei jian accompanied me for multiple games of Dota! Although we lost all games on monday but we managed to have a couple of victories on tuesday with the presence of jun liang :)

Ivan invited me for a movie in KSl on wednesday! DAMN scream 4 was scary! That bloody ivan even prank and ambushed The AWESOME one in toilet! Grrr..... However i discovered ivan's secrect :P

Eric came and drop by on thursday to make a surprise visit to me! Me and my bro paused our computer games and entertained eric for a game of chinese chess, haha! Both my brother and eric were good players however my brother got the last laugh, hahaha! Thats my good bro! :P The AWESOME one has taught him well hadn't I? hehehe...

Wei jian blow me away on friday to accompany he and his gf's one month aniversary, zzzz.... Nevertheless my mum brought me to eat in a korean restaurant, haha! The food was delicious XD Kesian my mum that she prepared so much food for the bible study tonight but she suddenly found out that it was cancelled without her notice! I can tell that she is fuming, tried my best to calm her down, but she said she was not gonna host for bible study for the next three months! good idea!

An epic boring saturday afternoon since my brother has went for his chinese chess competition and no one was there to accompany me :( But at least my dad came back in the evening and we had dinner together, following by computer games when my bro came back XD

My final day in jb.....sunday! Had the time of my life with my secondary friends yee siang, wei hong and ah lua! haha! We went to watch an AWESOME movie named thor! cool! And we played 3 games of dota together :) The AWESOME one was mocking each and every one of them for every kill i get, wakakaka! And then it was time to say goodbye :( My mummy drove me to senai airport in the evening and had our last dinner together before boarding the plane...bye mum! goodbye JB! Don't forget! The AWESOME one will return soon enough! FAREWELL my friends and family!

stromy....

What is it with all this problems? Its exam period and i'm worried about her...She is hiding something from me, I can tell from her expression, reaction and her way of talking that something is bothering her...but she just don't want to tell me.. It bothers me to see that she is suffering in silence and I don't even know what is going on?!! Are u that insecure? Or am i not worthy enough to be ur listener? Do i have to resort to these nasty methods to force u to talk? Haiz... Does other people's opinion regarding our relationship so important? can't we run our own way? I don't know how many times more I can take. U need peace, u need to be more secure, u need happiness... u have to live your life the way u want it, happy or depressed? u have a choice...Its up to u to live ur life, if u need any help, I will be there for you....

Sick

Yesterday i enjoyed myself with my dear in the treasure hunt in college :) got so many pretty girls, the president of accounting club is pretty! :P haha! had a lot of fun and i also won the best male participate awards as well as 2nd place for team award :)
However, i had sore throat last night and went to giza for dinner as well as to get some sore throat sweet. However, during the night my sore throat became worse and i could not even sleep! This morning i got out of bed with severe headache and dizziness, so bad that i have to take panadol which i normally would not take. That drug allowed me one hour plus of sleep and i felt better later. My dear is so sweet that she came over and help me clean my place as well as bringing lunch for me :) But in the afternoon my headache recur and i had to go back to sleep. My darling settled her hostel issues as her new housemates move in and then she rushed over to accompany me, I know she is tired, such a big sacrifice for me. She got worried that my headache is still there and i can't sleep in the afternoon therefore she urge me to see a doctor. I called both my parents and they too think that i should consult a doctor. My dear went to ask help from a friend to sent me to clinic. The doctor was a nice malay man, who told me a lot of stories when he found out that i was a medical student and gave me advices on how to prevent headache caused by straining of the eyes due to excessive use of computers. I felt very grateful to my darling that she stand by me and take care of me when i am sick. Thank you my dear...I LOVE YOU :)

禁止對老公/男朋友做的事♥

禁止对老公说"切"



禁止对老公说"滚"



禁止对老公说"无所谓"



禁止对老公说"死去吧"



禁止对老公说"随便"



禁止对老公大吼大叫



禁止抛下老公一个人



禁止跟老公不喜欢的人在一起玩



禁止说脏话



禁止喝酒



禁止牵其他男生/女生的手



禁止跟别人打架



禁止跟其他男生/女生距离靠太近



禁止把老公当玩具去玩



禁止不听从老公的命令



禁止对老公说谎



总而言之......



只能一心一意愛老公



請深愛你的男朋友：



1

如果你的男朋友在你面前哭了

无论什么原因

请好好的安慰他开导他



2

如果你的男朋友指出了你的不是

请不要总是嫌他唠叨

若不是因为在乎他不会说你



3

如果你的男朋友和你赌气不理你

不要也学他

这正是考验你们的时候

"脸皮厚"的精神此时不发扬又更待何时



4

如果你的男朋友不听你的话

转身走了

一定要追上她

若真的还爱着

丢下他一个人你又如何放心呢



5

如果你的男朋友说"你走吧..我不想理你了"

千万不要相信

男人最是口是心非

其实那是他最需要你的时候



6

如果你的男朋友生气了

说心情不好不想吃饭

千万不要问他想干吗想吃什么

他一定说什么都不要

买好你记忆里他最爱吃的东西

但一定不要以自己也不吃来威胁他



7

如果你的男朋友对你们说狠话，

請保持三秒钟不说话

然后搂着他的腰

笑笑说："你讲话的声音真可爱！

Hmmm...

Today i went to serdang hospital as well as upm with my coursemate to do some pathological studies. I realised that it was kinda time wasting as we had to do a lot of waiting and get little fruitful results. I do admit we learned some new information but the time spent is not worthwhile..it also tires me out and increased my frustration. I guess most of the time i found that i keep on attaching myself to my dear, this made me think that do I have any other close friends? hmm...maybe i've been thinking too much. Me and her we talked about our opinion on things and i always try to correct her mentality and personality, Sometimes i start to think that a person like me don't deserve an angel like her.... I keep trying to change her instead of accepting who she is, high expectations perhaps? She rated me a 5/10 score for being her bf, just a borderline pass? I still have a lot to improve, she gave me a 6 later on and admits that she also has high expectations on me. Maybe she is right, both of us are trying to change to other, we are not mature enough to accept other's personality, i hope i can change this attitude of mine, but its easier said than done.
Well, there is a immunology test tmr and i am prepared to embrace death, LOL! I couldn't care less, its the end of block exam that is important, for the meantime, that will be my only aim!

Why?

I used to be optimistic, carefree and happy. But i became more emotional because of you.... I am willing to be more concern and less selfish because of you. The fact that i am willing to change means that i care about you and will help u face any difficulties in your life. But why do u hide your problems from me? Why do u suffer in silence? Don't want me to worry? U think i can't tell that u are troubled? The fact that u are quiet and unresponsive during lunch, the chat wif william and in study area shows that u something is troubling you. The more u hide it, the more i worry, so pls...dun keep it inside you....tell me....Even if i can't help u solve it but at least share your troubles with me, just like what i will do to u when i have any problems....

failure and anger...but its not despair..

Last tuesday i had a PBL workshop with an old lecturer from manchester univerisity. I carried out a rather performable discussion, under my lead we manage to determine the important points of the case given. However, one of my teammates which was a very good fren out my has a bit too much too critisize me! She complained that i only focused on the most talkative person in my group and neglected the rest, as well as not keeping track of the time! LOL! Well all i could say was she was not being understanding to my plight and jump into conclusion. THe rest of the members have no comments and thought that we have done well. The only reason the old man said we are not good enough is because back there in manchester he had very high standard PBL students, haha! On wednesday we had a test that contributes to 10% of the finals...I could not really answer most of the questions and was kinda worried that i will fail. And on thursday when the anwers are revealed by prof yasmin, I lost hope...so many questions i have done wrong. True enough, news from Dr. Chai reach my ears during friday that i have failed...Damn! Same situation as the last block! But i should not despair, i have passed the last end of block exam and I SHALL DO SO AGAIN!!! My gf sensed that i was a bit upset so she brought me out for a movie in one utama. Sucker punch? I think i chose the wrong movie, a weird and bizzare movie which not much of a storyline. Nevertheless i still enjoyed her company, thx darling! Open day in gonna take place today and tommorow, have lots of things to do, plus next week is a very hectic week before they give us a revision break... Thats the time where i should really focus on studying...Go voon! The awesome Voon Zu Kang will never fail to succeed!!! ARGHHHH!!!

Week 7

I just completed my week 7 of the second block for MBBS... This time my PBL was going ok, perhaps because i prepared myself this time, haha! The last few PBL thought me a big lessson to be prepared, hopefully i can still pull things off fairly well this time. Last thursday i witness the 3rd seminar group to present, they have a very unique method of interacting with the audience, but they were slighty unorganised and some actually showed that they were unprepared. The video they produced also was not clear. My mentor Dr chai actually told them straight in their faces, kinda pity them oso. But this gave me a huge boost in my confidence to win the grand prize :P haha! nonetheless they gave a good effort, I shall not degrade them. Prof viji gave us a test for biochemistry, and the questions are kinda strange, the answer he gave was also a bit perculiar, how can he follow the answer 100%? He should have his own knowledge, tsk...tsk... no point going for his test i guess, just for attendance sake, haiz... Accompanied my girl for many days in this week, starting to miss her when she goes back home for the weekends. Am i addicted to her? LOL! Have to control myself edy, later cannot focus on studies, got minitest next week sia! Damn!

Note from my dear to me :P

抱歉，我不完美 时间久了 你会发现 我其实很爱生气跟吃醋
 
抱歉，我不完美 会哭会闹 又喜欢伪装
 
抱歉，我不完美 缠着你 问着你 一遍又一遍
 
抱歉，我不完美 约束你 要求你 不许乱花钱
 
抱歉，我不完美 优点没有多少 唯一让我骄傲的不过是坚持
 
抱歉 我不完美 随时都会因为一些事情 让你给我解释
 
抱歉，我不完美 不够温柔 对你的包容也有用尽得时候
 
抱歉，我不完美 不会哄人 也没办法做到不让你生气
 
抱歉，我不完美 因为不完美 担心你遇到那么完美的她
 
我胡闹跟蛮不讲理 都是因为在乎 在乎你胜于理智

每段小风波以后 也会自责 为什么不能再包容一点
 
你对于我来说很重要
 
我希望你会比从前快乐 我也努力这么做
 
做不好 嗯 总也做不好 
我多想让自己完美一点 这样就不用提心吊胆
 
我习惯了那么多你的习惯 就再也习惯不了没有你以后的习惯
 
彼此痴情能否到得了最后 我多想到最后
 
多年以后 你还会牵着我的手吗？
  
你还是会和以前一样执着吗 会和以前一样爱我 一样宠我吗？
 
我真的很想和你一起走到最后
 
我不完美 你也不完美 希望合在一起是完美的。

我爱你
 
Isn't she sweet? :P

Friday :P

Today is supposed to be the day that we are going to get a biochem test from prof viji, but I dun wan to waste my time listening to his grandfather story after the test therefore i decided to skip it and go have a movie in one-utama :) Went to see big mommas with my darling, it was an epic funny movie! haha! although i was rather tired...i wonder why, but i still try my best to enjoy it :) Apparently about 10 students din go for the test today so well ok if prof viji question me i will have a perfect excuse, haha! since my grandfather is having his 90th bday tmr i might as well make the best out of it, hehe...nevertheless i will be leaving for ipoh tmr, take care my dear, will be back in a day XD

Snooker!!!

Had a tough immunology test yesterday :( Just heard from anita that it has to be counted as marks...and apparently she was not pleased that many of us using our laptop for leisure purposely during her lectures. And today...They actually BANNED us from using laptops in class!!! damn! I tried to break the rules any time possible, but in anita's lectures i can't because she has her eyes on me ==

Yesterday afternoon lectures end at 3pm and i went back to take a nap after a tiring study night the day be4, although it wasn't very fruitful, hahaha! Around 5.15pm i and rudely awakened by the sound of knocked on my door! I went for a lot and saw three strangers that identified themselves as agents of a hostel bringing a future medical student wanting to view our rooms...zzz...what the heck? Do they know a word called 'PRIVACY'? How can they just barge in and disturbed ppl when they are sleeping? bunch of idoits! I couldn't sleep after the shock and was just lying on the bed waiting for time to pass.

I realised that I had to go for an outing wif william, vivian and my darling :) Although my head is spinning, i still struggled up and tried to contact my gf. Apparently he was dead asleep and i had to go and search for her in her hostel ==
Nevertheless we still meet up wif the others and went to dataran sunway for dinner :)
My head felt much better after some nice food and soon we agreed on a snooker tag team match between me and my gf with william and vivian. I can see the tension builiding up on us guys as we see the girls or i mean our teamates where are begineers commiting fouls and giving advantage to the opponent. However, william is a much better player than i am and my team apparently suffer a utter defeat. LOL! He challenge me to a one on one match after that and thrashed me due to my repeated mistakes :( However I won him in a rematch with special handicap rules that gave me a slight advantage :) After the game vivian is somewhat displeased and reprimanded us for pushing her towards someone that she has no interest in. I was like 'WHAT'? She was the one that accepted william's date and chatted wif him like as if she liked her and she has the guts to blame ME? If she don't like him should tell him straight instead of procrastinating and blaming me in the process...zzz... Nevertheless I do not mind being blamed as long as i can help her get a decent guy and make a joke out of her, wakakaka!

Well that was all about yesterday, just finish all the lectures for today and gotta attend a practical later. Lastly, I am going to meet a cardiologist after all this, hope I will be fine :S

Bad day..bad day!!

I woke up in the morning as usual and attending two of prof karim lectures. Me along with my dear, keziah and vivian went down to canteen for lunch. Dawa joined us on our way but i later found out that the canteen was closed!! Apparently the fella end his contract edy == But nvm, i tried out other stalls then. However, my gf did something that made me quite pissed, she humiliate me in front of a new friend, zzz... She apologized hurriedly and i forgave her but told her exactly how i felt. Later in the afternoon, i realised that the infamous prof viji will be joining to facilitate our PBL group! damn! And someone as successful in PBL such as me is scolded by him for being quiet and even asked me whether i am sleeping or not!Damn! this humiliation is not tolerable!! grrr!! To makes things worst, I ordered pizza during the night and the fella was more than 1 hour late!! I was waiting until all the acid in my stomach is attacking the stomach wall edy, zzz... and the whole day lost mood to study for the immunology test for this morning, and i think i flunked it! Haiz...hope tmr will be better! All the best to my seminar! I will never lose my optimistic attitude! Hmp!!

At wits end

After one night of thinking and a brief chat with vivian, I finally understand what went wrong... It not about seminar, its not about test, its about her!! She has lack of understand for me and is behaving very mysteriously. I can sense her hiding something from me, she can't escape my observation...is she afraid of me? She seems to be somewhat avoiding me. Can u imagine that i told her everything about myself and she still keep asking:are u ok? are u ok? What more u want me to say? i told u everything but u don't believe me, when i ask u to tell me everything, u hide something from me..haiz...honesty and trust is the most important aspect for every couple, u can't trust me? or u afraid that i will be angry? Well, the thing that i will really be angry at is that u are hiding something from me, avoiding me and playing around with others. I realised that the both of us changed, me to become more serious, less talkative and more stupid. U became more smart and playful. Haiz...I was so blinded that i did not uncover this myself...Now..something has to be done to save this mess...the mess that was not created by me...but created by her...

Stress

I have been thinking a lot lately...isit due to my seminar presentation that i am feeling so stressed and nervous? Assignments, test coming up, and i am stuck in no man's land. I feel that i am alone, although my dear is always there to accompany me. I wonder why i have an uneasy feeling when she starts talking to 'him'. Jealousy? discomfort? I have no idea... Is there no one that can understand me? I have no close friends now that can understand my thoughts, no one who stands on the same line as me, how i miss my brothers in JB. haha! nevertheless! This sad me is often not the case, over dependent on her i guess? I just have to sort out my feelings and maintain my health, i feel like i am falling sick. I hope that i will feel better physically and mentally after few days. All the best to myself then!! haha!

Friday

Yesterday was a typical friday, with the class end exceptionally early, which is 12.30pm. Everyone went back, except for me who was all alone looking for some place to have lunch. My gf and her group went along with their mentor who treated them lunch. However, something is disturbing me...apparently this guy is trying to be really close to my gf, eating together, sitting side by side....what is he up to? My dear is so innocent that she doesn't even know what is going on, how naive..haha! Not that i am being jealous but she should at least keep a distance if she finds out that the guy have some interest in her. Later that evening, i went to the gym with my friend william and his sidekick. Surprisingly after such a long time of inactivity, i could still pull out a 3km run within 25 mins, haha! So my stamina have not deteriorate after all huh? I could have stayed on running longer but my legs stopped me. Later at night, I had dinner with my dear before sending her off. She is following her mum's car back home, I miss her :( After that i managed to persuade vivian to go out with me and william. Haiyo william don't have an plan so we went circling in the curve and also had supper in the garden. We went back to cova around 11.30pm and i went to have a chat with vivian. She convinced me that something was quite wrong with the guy who was close with my gf. He is trying to follow me? following my actions? following my way of treating people? I have to test him....but how?? hmm....

Valentines :P

Valentines day still got class? haha! sheesh sia! But nvm, i still can plan an outing in the night, hehe... I brought her out to one utama and had a nice meal :P NOT MCD YA!!! But she made an effort to save my money, lol! such a sweet girl :P Watched a very hilarious movie: all well ends well 2011!! haha! i almost laughed my head off! She complain that i buat malu only cuz I laughed very loudly! Comedy mah! sure have to laugh! haha! I was overjoyed at my first valentines experience! and thank you my dear for the present!! very very cute and sweet :P Too bad i not that romantic...hmm, i think i should do something oso, haha!

CNY

This past Tuesday, after the tiring anatomy lecture, i went back, bathed, packed and awaited the arrival of my parents :) Gave a hug to my dear dear and embark on my journey to batu gajah, hoho! We arrived at my eldest aunt's house around dinner time and had a sumptuous meal! I miss her cooking, it has been 3 years since i came back, the last was during my grandma's funeral. We chatted for quite some time and left cuz we had to check in to the clearwater satuary lakeside paraside :P Had a tired day so i was quickly knocked out and fell fast asleep.....

2/2/2011
*shakes**nudge* YAWN!!!! was shaken up by my dad early in the morning, still half asleep, tired sia! But dad brought us for breakfast and went to buy some stuff in the nearby value mart. We went to my aunt's house for lunch and tea and went back to our chalet to prepare for some sports activities :) I played almost 2 hours of badminton with my brother and dad and i won four matches out of 5! :) But i should not have lost the last match, fatigue came over me and my bro won due to a fluke, hahaha! Went back to aunt's house after bathing and we stayed until midnight which is the first day of CNY!!! Woohooo! fireworks!!! haha! But my uncle to put up fireworks due to the mata-mata circling around the neighbourhood ==

3/2/2011
Whole body aching due to the after effect of yesterday's badminton game. Ate breakfast in the lakeside restaurant and was ready to go to aunt's place for angpau :P I got a few angpaus and we started gambling! haha! went back to clearwater santuary for a swim and back to aunt's house for games again, hehe...

4/2/2011
Now my legs are soft due to swimming! zzz...however its the second day of cny and its hardcore gambling day!! My second uncle and fourth uncle and my cousins are here!! we played cards for several hours and i had to go up to ipoh for dinner with my mum's side family :)

5/2/2011
Packed up and back to KL, had an awesome day with william in sunway giza. I played my first game of snooker, haha! Missing her, hope to meet her soon :)

Hectic day! :)

This morning i woke up, ate some breakfast and hurried to my friend yee siang's house to meet up and go to Red box together. Shawn drove us there and we started singing around 1pm. It was deadly AWESOME man!!! We were like singing our guts out because yee siang chose all the high tone song! ROCK babey!!! I missed those times when we all sing together! Although this time there was only 3 of us but it was still damn fun nonetheless! haha! But too bad i had to left early because i had a movie appointment with ivan. The green hornet babey!! Although jay chou's english wasn't really that good but it was still a wicked funny movie! So funny that li yan clapped her hands and laughed o.0 Never seen her laugh so hard in my life, haha! After the movie i rushed back to bath and had dinner...not even having some time to breathe, i was dragged out to KS cybercafe with ivan for some left for dead action! haha! Oh ya did i mention i did not have my lunch? ==...too rushing edy, only had time for dinner, haha! Phew! Now finally i have a break to write my bloggie :P haven heard from her today, i wonder how is she :)

PAIN!!!!

Yesterday morning, i went to a chinese sensei to massage and apply some medicine on my left knee. I also went to the clinic to enquire about the strange itchy red spots on my arm and back as well as getting a heaptitis B injection. The doctor said it was not shingles and was mere allergy... a relieve to me and my dad yeah? so he gave me some cream to apply and gave a a PAINFUL jab on my right deltoid muscle, lol! i regreted letting him jab my right muscle because its the arm that i use to carry out daily activities more often :( At first i felt an excrutiating pain, but it goes off in a couple of minutes. During the afternoon i went for a Dota game with my best pals and then i felt the pain nearing evening...ish! The pain carried on throughout the night and i felt it once I utilize my arm to carry out any activities. Even now my arm still hurt..== Is my body that weak to give me so much trouble? I hope the pain on my arm and left knee as will as the red spots on my body will go off soon, well i can only pray about that...gotta take good care of myself now, tata...god bless :)

Fate is what it is..

Should i say that this past week is the happiest week of my life? Despite the torturing exams and the about of stress we have to handle. Nonetheless, that is just the early part of the week, haha! There is a phrase call 苦尽甘来 which means after suffering there is a blessing. This is exactly how to describe my life; after the exams, I asked her out for a movie and it turned out quite well din't it? hahaha! I never confessed anything to her and her did not tell me that she was fond of me. We just got together! cool ei? :P I also found out the day after that i have passed my MBBS end of block exam! haha! double happiness! XD She is a very kind and pure girl, i promise that i will do my best to protect her and treat her well, all those things that she has done for me i am touched..but unlike her a man don't shed his tears easily! hahaha! I love her and i hope that we can be together for a long long time :)

Mixed emotions

She always say i am not serious, playing around , teasing her. She thinks i am a playboy who is trying to hook on to every girl's feelings. Haiz....No one knows and believes that i will stay devoted to my girl, but the problem is, i haven find one, haha! I will really cherish a girl if i am in a relationship with her, but a pity that girls do not believe that and treat me as a flirt, sheesh! My playfulness hinders me from giving devotion to any girl, but it does not stop me from liking anyone of them. She always say that i bully her, which in fact she is one of the person that i treat best, and she is the very first girl who treats me this well, maybe she likes me? haha! I feel a bit touched and i do not deny the fact that i am actually a bit concerned about her, haha! But the big question is: do i like her? aiya, this question i can't even answer it myself, how do i expect to get an answer? Well i hope she does not look at this post, but i am also curious at her reaction after seeing this. Contradicting ei? I am such a eccentric person, lol.

Btw, why am i thinking about this kinda stuff now? My end of block exam is coming, i should be focusing on my studies shouldn't i? Laughing at my own stupidity, haha! Wish me all the best for my studies if anyone is reading this :)

In times like these it pays to remain calm

After three months of torturous and interesting classes, it is time for our final judgement...dang dang dang!!! End of block exam in two weeks time!!! ahhh! Classes will be officially over tmr and we will have a one week study break...is it sufficient? I'll be going back to my comfy home in hope of being in a better condition to study well, but i have not even started!!! OMG! Nonetheless, i still have to gif it a try, and i certainly do not want to fail my first major exam! confidence crushing man! I hope that i am able to put in some effort and reap what i sow, after the exam, i hope i will be happy enough to go for a offical holiday and celebration :)