X marks the date

Day by day when time passes every hour...every minute...every second...it draws closer to the day which i face reality. I had been aimless these few months, not thinking about my studies, my future, but my mind was filled with games and outing with friends. This is but a way to pass time and escape from reality. But i can't help it but to feel nervous, scared and haunted by the results day. This is the day that will determine my life, my hope and my future. I have 5% chance to greatly build up my confidence, 40% chance for satisfatory results and 55% chance to utter dissapointment... What does my faith upholds? I can do nothing right now but to leave my future in God's hands... hope that i will be able to brush past the demon of death during that day! Will i be able to smile after 12 august?!! I certainly hope i could! ARGHHH!!!