The AWESOME one

The AWESOME one greets the followers of his blog!! haha! After my return to Johor bahru on friday 22nd of april, I arrived home. It was 3 months since i was at home and i was feeling that my home looks a bit different, haha! Nevertheless its good friday and my mum and bro went to church. I had my dinner after bathing and god i miss home cooked food!! hahaha! I spend the rest of the night gaming with my brother who had just returned from church :)

On saturday I was invited by george and ishqi for a game of dota and movie however i was not able to make it for the movie thus i have to return home early for a family dinner :) Told my mum and dad lots of stuff that they missed out during my uni days.

Went to church on sunday to see how my friends in church welcome back The AWESOME one :P Well not a warm welcome but grace was kinda happy that i was back, thank you grace :) She looks tired out from studies and all, hope she will be fine soon.

Monday and tuesday is dota day! My good friend wei jian accompanied me for multiple games of Dota! Although we lost all games on monday but we managed to have a couple of victories on tuesday with the presence of jun liang :)

Ivan invited me for a movie in KSl on wednesday! DAMN scream 4 was scary! That bloody ivan even prank and ambushed The AWESOME one in toilet! Grrr..... However i discovered ivan's secrect :P

Eric came and drop by on thursday to make a surprise visit to me! Me and my bro paused our computer games and entertained eric for a game of chinese chess, haha! Both my brother and eric were good players however my brother got the last laugh, hahaha! Thats my good bro! :P The AWESOME one has taught him well hadn't I? hehehe...

Wei jian blow me away on friday to accompany he and his gf's one month aniversary, zzzz.... Nevertheless my mum brought me to eat in a korean restaurant, haha! The food was delicious XD Kesian my mum that she prepared so much food for the bible study tonight but she suddenly found out that it was cancelled without her notice! I can tell that she is fuming, tried my best to calm her down, but she said she was not gonna host for bible study for the next three months! good idea!

An epic boring saturday afternoon since my brother has went for his chinese chess competition and no one was there to accompany me :( But at least my dad came back in the evening and we had dinner together, following by computer games when my bro came back XD

My final day in jb.....sunday! Had the time of my life with my secondary friends yee siang, wei hong and ah lua! haha! We went to watch an AWESOME movie named thor! cool! And we played 3 games of dota together :) The AWESOME one was mocking each and every one of them for every kill i get, wakakaka! And then it was time to say goodbye :( My mummy drove me to senai airport in the evening and had our last dinner together before boarding the plane...bye mum! goodbye JB! Don't forget! The AWESOME one will return soon enough! FAREWELL my friends and family!

stromy....

What is it with all this problems? Its exam period and i'm worried about her...She is hiding something from me, I can tell from her expression, reaction and her way of talking that something is bothering her...but she just don't want to tell me.. It bothers me to see that she is suffering in silence and I don't even know what is going on?!! Are u that insecure? Or am i not worthy enough to be ur listener? Do i have to resort to these nasty methods to force u to talk? Haiz... Does other people's opinion regarding our relationship so important? can't we run our own way? I don't know how many times more I can take. U need peace, u need to be more secure, u need happiness... u have to live your life the way u want it, happy or depressed? u have a choice...Its up to u to live ur life, if u need any help, I will be there for you....

Sick

Yesterday i enjoyed myself with my dear in the treasure hunt in college :) got so many pretty girls, the president of accounting club is pretty! :P haha! had a lot of fun and i also won the best male participate awards as well as 2nd place for team award :)
However, i had sore throat last night and went to giza for dinner as well as to get some sore throat sweet. However, during the night my sore throat became worse and i could not even sleep! This morning i got out of bed with severe headache and dizziness, so bad that i have to take panadol which i normally would not take. That drug allowed me one hour plus of sleep and i felt better later. My dear is so sweet that she came over and help me clean my place as well as bringing lunch for me :) But in the afternoon my headache recur and i had to go back to sleep. My darling settled her hostel issues as her new housemates move in and then she rushed over to accompany me, I know she is tired, such a big sacrifice for me. She got worried that my headache is still there and i can't sleep in the afternoon therefore she urge me to see a doctor. I called both my parents and they too think that i should consult a doctor. My dear went to ask help from a friend to sent me to clinic. The doctor was a nice malay man, who told me a lot of stories when he found out that i was a medical student and gave me advices on how to prevent headache caused by straining of the eyes due to excessive use of computers. I felt very grateful to my darling that she stand by me and take care of me when i am sick. Thank you my dear...I LOVE YOU :)

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禁止对老公说"切"



禁止对老公说"滚"



禁止对老公说"无所谓"



禁止对老公说"死去吧"



禁止对老公说"随便"



禁止对老公大吼大叫



禁止抛下老公一个人



禁止跟老公不喜欢的人在一起玩



禁止说脏话



禁止喝酒



禁止牵其他男生/女生的手



禁止跟别人打架



禁止跟其他男生/女生距离靠太近



禁止把老公当玩具去玩



禁止不听从老公的命令



禁止对老公说谎



总而言之......



只能一心一意愛老公



請深愛你的男朋友：



1

如果你的男朋友在你面前哭了

无论什么原因

请好好的安慰他开导他



2

如果你的男朋友指出了你的不是

请不要总是嫌他唠叨

若不是因为在乎他不会说你



3

如果你的男朋友和你赌气不理你

不要也学他

这正是考验你们的时候

"脸皮厚"的精神此时不发扬又更待何时



4

如果你的男朋友不听你的话

转身走了

一定要追上她

若真的还爱着

丢下他一个人你又如何放心呢



5

如果你的男朋友说"你走吧..我不想理你了"

千万不要相信

男人最是口是心非

其实那是他最需要你的时候



6

如果你的男朋友生气了

说心情不好不想吃饭

千万不要问他想干吗想吃什么

他一定说什么都不要

买好你记忆里他最爱吃的东西

但一定不要以自己也不吃来威胁他



7

如果你的男朋友对你们说狠话，

請保持三秒钟不说话

然后搂着他的腰

笑笑说："你讲话的声音真可爱！

Hmmm...

Today i went to serdang hospital as well as upm with my coursemate to do some pathological studies. I realised that it was kinda time wasting as we had to do a lot of waiting and get little fruitful results. I do admit we learned some new information but the time spent is not worthwhile..it also tires me out and increased my frustration. I guess most of the time i found that i keep on attaching myself to my dear, this made me think that do I have any other close friends? hmm...maybe i've been thinking too much. Me and her we talked about our opinion on things and i always try to correct her mentality and personality, Sometimes i start to think that a person like me don't deserve an angel like her.... I keep trying to change her instead of accepting who she is, high expectations perhaps? She rated me a 5/10 score for being her bf, just a borderline pass? I still have a lot to improve, she gave me a 6 later on and admits that she also has high expectations on me. Maybe she is right, both of us are trying to change to other, we are not mature enough to accept other's personality, i hope i can change this attitude of mine, but its easier said than done.
Well, there is a immunology test tmr and i am prepared to embrace death, LOL! I couldn't care less, its the end of block exam that is important, for the meantime, that will be my only aim!

Why?

I used to be optimistic, carefree and happy. But i became more emotional because of you.... I am willing to be more concern and less selfish because of you. The fact that i am willing to change means that i care about you and will help u face any difficulties in your life. But why do u hide your problems from me? Why do u suffer in silence? Don't want me to worry? U think i can't tell that u are troubled? The fact that u are quiet and unresponsive during lunch, the chat wif william and in study area shows that u something is troubling you. The more u hide it, the more i worry, so pls...dun keep it inside you....tell me....Even if i can't help u solve it but at least share your troubles with me, just like what i will do to u when i have any problems....

failure and anger...but its not despair..

Last tuesday i had a PBL workshop with an old lecturer from manchester univerisity. I carried out a rather performable discussion, under my lead we manage to determine the important points of the case given. However, one of my teammates which was a very good fren out my has a bit too much too critisize me! She complained that i only focused on the most talkative person in my group and neglected the rest, as well as not keeping track of the time! LOL! Well all i could say was she was not being understanding to my plight and jump into conclusion. THe rest of the members have no comments and thought that we have done well. The only reason the old man said we are not good enough is because back there in manchester he had very high standard PBL students, haha! On wednesday we had a test that contributes to 10% of the finals...I could not really answer most of the questions and was kinda worried that i will fail. And on thursday when the anwers are revealed by prof yasmin, I lost hope...so many questions i have done wrong. True enough, news from Dr. Chai reach my ears during friday that i have failed...Damn! Same situation as the last block! But i should not despair, i have passed the last end of block exam and I SHALL DO SO AGAIN!!! My gf sensed that i was a bit upset so she brought me out for a movie in one utama. Sucker punch? I think i chose the wrong movie, a weird and bizzare movie which not much of a storyline. Nevertheless i still enjoyed her company, thx darling! Open day in gonna take place today and tommorow, have lots of things to do, plus next week is a very hectic week before they give us a revision break... Thats the time where i should really focus on studying...Go voon! The awesome Voon Zu Kang will never fail to succeed!!! ARGHHHH!!!