Down...

What's going on? y do i feel that i am not in a good mood? its good friday! i am sick and tired of my college...some people just don't understand me, i can't care less if u dispise me or what...i am only gonna face you people for about 2 months and say goodbye to those suckers! Ms pearly lectured me again because of the bio specimen paper, she said hurtfull words: "when are u gonna change?" "u can forget about it if u think you are smart!" "I am gonna tell your parents about this!" I changed, but she failed to see it, once u have a opinion about a certain person, it stay for quite a long time...i fail to see this side of her, so its always been like this, she having a bad impression of me and pressure me all the time, haiz... Its true that it is my fault for not doing the homework, but it really slipped my mind, I am speaking the truth, i'm sorry if u can't accept it, but its the truth. No one wants to fail in exams, the same thing applies to me...i also hope to do well, but i hope to do it my way! why can't anyone understand? it's my future, i have the right to fight for myself! haiz...just hope that i can pull myself up for the exams ahead....

Week 1 commencing

Did u guys believe that i stopped DOTA for one week!!! ONE WEEK!!! haha! i know u people must be thinking no big deal...but to those dota addicts out there...u should know how i feel! T.T...well nvm, today i had a date with a pretty girl, haha! she was the first girl that went on a date with me, so i am considerably happy :P haha! so i should say thanks to her for spending her time with me, alhough just for a while, hehe^^ But exam is more important than girls right? haha! Mock exam is next week! all the best to myself again! gambateh xion! lol! i feel kinda lame...zzz..

Blog revival

It has been ages since i updated...well because of a girl who reads my blog, i will update for her sake^^ well, things were not going smooth for me for the past few weeks, results drop, lecturers reprimand me, losing confidence...but i have no time to entertain this kind of negative thoughts. My first decision to study was to quit dota for three weeks! I am such a dota addict, and if u guys think it is easy to quit it...think twice, when i am standing beside my frens and watching them play, do u noe how hard it is to say NO when they invite me for a game??!!! well, i have to endure this, if i can't furfill this mission, i can't be successfull in life, i have to as least accomplish 1 goal. But thats not just it, mock exam is the main reason, this gives me a chance to revive myself in front of my parents, my lectures, my friends and most importantly, my brother. Although this exam is just a trial for the real thing...getting good grades in this should highly boost my morale and confidence, so enough said for now, and all the best for myself in studies! ciaoz readers...if they are any...lol!

Endurance

I have failed once, i can't fail again, this is my last chance. My chemistry lecturer allowed me to retake my subject and adviced me to work extremely hard, needless to say... now all the hard work and pressure came all at once, from parents, from lecturers, from friends and from myself. Can i take it? I guess i don't have a choice! As my dad always say, delay gratification... hope my body and soul can take all this! arghh!!!!

Dissapointed

Should i say this is one of the worse day in my life? maybe i should...after seeing that piece of paper my heart sank...my hopes shattered...but i knew this is not the time for regrets..just hope that my parents won't give me an unending lecture and my friends do not mock me...life still goes on.

I'll have to do better next time...cuz the next time will be the last time...no use crying over spilt milk...what's done is done...i'll take this as a lesson and strive harder is the future...haiz...

Girls generation rocks!!!

wow! i duno since when i became so addicted to girls generation, esp the gee song! feel like doing thier dance but its a bit too girlish for me...T.T...nevertheless i will still listen to their songs always! yeah! i love girls generation!

Btw: to those who do not know this group pls do google them^^

New Year New Resolutions

I abandonned my blog for quite a long time...since i was feeling lazy and i think no one bothers to read it..sheesh, but since i made a blog, might as well just write something on it to let those who do read my blog have and update of me^^

Well, holidays are almost over, i spent most of my holidays playing computer games at home and also with my freinds in cybercafe, where i spend most of my cash..zzzz...but i had fun anyway, haha! Been lazy in the few weeks of holiday, havent been exercising...must have gain some weight, haha! Went for a trip with my college frens, gathering with primary school mates and as well as having a countdown to christmas party with my secondary school frens.

I had been pretty busy nearing christmas due to the youth X'mas party which i am invloved as a crew, the church worship band...carrolling...phew! All this was hard work! But it ending in a success! thank god! haha! i also met new frens during these hols, although most of the time i stuck to those old ones^^ well, having new frens doesn't mean u can forget the one u noe long time ago rite? hope some ppl understand this...haiz...

well, its 2010 already...although ppl keep sending sms to ask us forget the past and look forward to future, i do not think tat way, the past made who we are today, we should not forget it, but we should not live in it, we should cherish our past memories, and keep our live going towards to future! yeah!

I am very busy this week because i need to paint my gate and the front area of my house! heard from my dad it was 5 years ago since he last painted the house, since i am old enought to help out, i should do a job as a part of this family! well thats all for my post this time, hope u guys enjoy reading my blog..till next time...

AND OH YA.........HAPPY NEW YEAR FOLKS! HAHAHAHA!